I don’t care if you hate me
I bet I hate myself more
I don’t care if you don’t love me
I’m so in love with myself, myself.
I’m so tough I don’t need it
Keep telling myself believe it
I’m so weak, I’m so frail
I’m too scared to try unless I fail, fail, fail.
It’s too easy, too safe
Depending on which way you face
It’s all give and no take
You’re just waiting for someone to break
It to you.
Even though I am, I don’t know why
Even though I stand, feel like I died
Even though I think, I don’t think so
Even though I reach, I need to let go.
Outside I am smiling
But inside I’m crying
I won’t get over it.
released January 18, 2008
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